Brief Medical History Overview
Age: 22, Male, Presenting Problem Since: 5 years, Symptom Behaviour: Getting better but with no obvious end, Aggravating Factors:: Computer use, sitting in a static position., Easing Factors:: Stretching, general distractions., Investigations: X-ray on left shoulder (apparently fine), ultrasound scan left knee., No Diabetes, No history of High Blood Pressure, No Medications, No Osteoporosis, No Hx of Cancer, No Unexplained Weight Loss, No Bowel/Bladder issues
Lost my trust in sports physio. Please Help :(
Hi there,
I've been struggling with a catalogue injury problems since I was 17 (I'm now 22). I used to be a good athlete and a regional level cricket and tennis player, but that has been taken away from me. I just want to tell my story, I'm sorry if it is a bit long, I'll try to keep it short, but I'm feeling pretty horrific and I would really appreciate any advice/direction. (I'm from the UK by the way).
My intitial problem was a lot of tension and tightness in my left upper trap and left side of my neck.
From the age of 17-19 I was pretty much completely inactive other than doing physio rehab exercises for my shoulder (wall pressups, and external shoulder rotations were the key ones, but many more) and walking. This long duration on the sideline was largely due to an initial misdiagnosis by a chiropractor (surprise, surprise) which, to cut a long story short, complicated things.
During this period I developed tightness in my right hip, a shooting pain down my right leg, tightness in my right calf and fatigue in my right foot. Also, my right trap began to develop this constant dull but significant ache, especially when using a mouse or writing. I managed to overcome the majority of these symptoms somewhat by trying to "switch on" my glutes through exercise, and also stretching helped.
By the time I was 19, the symptoms in my left shoulder/neck had dissipated somewhat, but the range of motion in my left shoulder was and still is inferior to my right shoulder. However, I was fairly confident I could finally resume my sports (cricket, football, weight training).
I went along injury free and pain free until after my 20th birthday. During that year I was exercising a lot: playing cricket 3 times a week, interval running on a treadmill a couple of times a week, weight training (although my strength gains were non-existent). I then started to develop a small prickly feeling in my left knee when running. I thought nothing of it at the time, but a few months later it felt like a shard of glass was penetrating my knee. I went back to my physio who said I had tendinitis (which I now know is either a) code for tendinosis or b) a misdiagnosis). He said it would be a few months of rest and rehabilitation before I should resume playing again. I did the usual eccentric exercise protocol, stretching, ultrasound treatment, and while the symptoms eased, any time I tried to "up the ante", that same pain flared up.
At that point I couldn't really afford private physiotherapy anymore, so sought help from my GP. She referred me to NHS physios, who took an ultrasound scan that showed my left patellar tendon was greatly enlarged. They said I should continue with the exercises I'd already been doing, and come back every 2 months for a check up scan. Each time I returned, the tendon was in the same condition.
It's been two years now, and although I'm still not very confident of recovery, I feel I have made progress in the poorly understood game of trial an error known as tendinosis recovery. In hindsight I feel the physios pushed me too hard, too soon, which caused a relapse. I've been doing double legged squats on a decline platform for 6 months now, 3 sets of 8 reps every day, plus an hour of various leg/back stretches, and my symptoms have improved greatly. Through my igorant view, I don't subscribe to the "you need to generate a bit of pain to encourage tendon regeneration" approach. I now have zero pain when doing anything really, however the tendon itself is still slightly tender to touch and it feels "solid" and enlarged compared to my right patellar tendon.
I've done quite a lot of research into tendinosis on the net, and it shocks me how poorly understood tendiopathy, tendinitis, tendinosis are. At the moment I am due another appointment with an NHS orthopaedic guy (not sure of his exact title). In the first appointment he offered me a cortisone injection, which I refused. Pretty much every academic/anecdotal source on the net, cortisone injections provide only a temporary aid with symptoms relapse occuring nearly 100% of the time and evidence suggesting it actually inhibits tendon regeneration. I said this to him and he just said "that's the ladder of treatments, if this doesn't work we'll consider surgery". I still believe I can recover through non-surgical means, and I am reluctant to go down the surgery route purely because of my growing distrust and the feeling that the histopathology of this condition needs much greater investigation.
Clearly, during the last 2 years I've done no cardiovascular exercise. The only thing I was doing was continuing weight training. Toward the end of 2010 I started to become more irritated and "picky" with the feeling in my left shoulder. Although it felt a lot better than when I was 17, it still didn't feel anywhere near acceptable. I decided to stop lifting weights and focus once again on my old shoulder exercises. When raising my left arm directly forward, upon reaching the end of the range of motion (which is barely vertical) I was getting a large soreness in my lat area, along with other general uncomfort in my neck. Basically, on my left hand side, I struggle to shoulder press thin air. It is like I am fighting against my body when I try to do it.
However, I sort help privately from a different sports physio in April 2011. To be frank I wasn't particularly impressed. With the same type of exercises being prescribed that I already knew (which is understandable) and pretty ineffective neck/shoulder massage, after 8 weeks, I wasn't getting any improvement.
He then suggested maybe I would benefit from sports massage from someone he knew. I was skeptical, but agreed anyway.
This is where the story gets positive. I've been going for these massages every week for just over 2 months now. The improvement in the range of motion in my shoulder has been phenomenol, despite the incredible amounts of pain I've had to endure during these sessions! It is as good, if not better than my right shoulder now. When I went to see my sports masseuse she was shocked that I was being told to do all these rehab exercises, since my muscles were so tight and in spasm. She also critiqued many of my rehab exercises. I'd been told by my physio that my lower back was too curved and I needed to try and straighten it (he gave me pelvic tilts against a wall as an exercise). My masseuse told me the opposite, that I have a tendency to tuck my buttocks under my lower back (if that makes sense) and that I should make sure I keep a very small curve.
Now, I'm very happy that the symptoms in my left shoulder are improving, but it is very difficult to be told all these conflicting things. Certainly my experience with the physio earlier in the year has made me question the consistency of diagnosis and the standard of practice in the field across the country. How do I know for sure if someone is prescribing me the correct course of treatment?
Not only that, in the last month or so, the right side of my body has seized up again like it did when I was 18 (my right hip, my right shoulder, my right calf and a fatigued right foot). I'm sure all of this is connected somehow. All I need is someone with the expertise who KNOWS what they are doing. When I go to the doctors about these problems I basically get told to live with it, but I know there is a solution, I'm only 22 and there is nothing obviously wrong with me. It all seems to be a soft tissue problem, but as of yet I've not had a full, confident plan to address it.
If I had an expert tell me I need to do rehab exercise for 16 hours a day for 3 years straight I'd still give it a shot. Sport/fitness means everything to me and at the moment I'm starting to lose hope because I don't have a clear picture on how to proceed.
I would really welcome any thoughts or questions. I've missed a lot of detail out (believe it or not) so it might be hard to help me, but I just wanted to try.
Thanks
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