Thanks irishneurohead)
I'll keep trying to get on trainings - but it's not that easy as i thought it would be.
i went through 'Physiotherapy for Respiratory and Cardiac Problems ' J. Pryor / B. Webber and did a a short course set by ISCP 'acvanced skills in acute cardio-respiratory care' and found that topic more and more interesting - as I always have seen myself in musculoskeletal now cardio-respiratory seems more interesting