Hi Eire,
Good advice....... Get yourself another job.
I've been doing massage work for the past 16 years.
Just came back from Ortheopeadic surgeon and there is nothing they can do
for me now. The damage is done. We helped patients while we could, but now we sit with the problems.
Please your hands are precious, and they must last you until you die one day.
As much as I want I cannot even help myself now, so please get out while you still can.
There are other things to do to help those who need you.
You are the only person suffering and the pain gets worse when you get older.
I am now 61 and not looking forward to the next 5 years of pain and suffering.
Please take good care of yourself, you owe it to yourself! Much Love. AMG