Advice on disc protrusion

[Sonj]

I just heard last week about my operation and it's not until the 5th of September. So still 7wks to go.

I can walk LOADS better now. My propreoception seems back to normal now too. Things got very odd for a while, when I was walking sometimes it felt as though I was struggling the way you do when you walk through water but that's all gone now. I'm managing to get a good pace again when walking ,but still have a slight limp when walking as fast as I can and it seems like my calf and foot twist in medially.

Pain wise I am still using the Fentanyl patches and having acuptuncture 2x a week now. That has been a godsend! Quite amazing actually how effective it is. I had been getting headaches too and stiff neck and shoulders, one session with the needles seemed to clear that and I was left feeling positively hyper when one of the needles came out the bottom of my head, most odd!! Anyway, I havn't had any top up painkillers for a week now and only really getting dribs and drabs of leg pain.

Don't seem to have any pain in my back now at all and when I cough there is no pain whatsoever. One day I sneezed too and braced myself for the pain, but it didn't happen? No pain whatsoever, which was strange but then the day after I sneezed again and it was sore again. I wonder if what position you are in, affects wether sneezing is going to hurt?? This lack of pain is making me wonder if my nerve root is no longer being compressed and is now going to start healing naturally. But at the same time my calf muscle went a bit wonky. It wouldn't contract properly, whenever I tried to forcefully contract it, it just wouldn't work and my calf just sort of hung there. I kept stretching it more and more over a period of a few days, and then the contraction came back, but the muscle would quiver and then collapse again. Kept up with the contractions and it seems fine now. My thigh ( hamstrings?) has started to atrophy. It looks a good bit smaller than the thigh on my good leg. So it's all kinda confusing me. I thought pain when sneezing and coughing was a sure sign of disc involvement and nerve compression??? So I was kinda hoping that with my coughing being pain free and me being able to walk much better and not being in much pain at all that the nerve was no longer being compressed. (I do have to keep reminding myself that I have a 50mg patch of fentanyl, so am still on opiates for pain relief. Sometimes I forgot it's on and I feel pain free but maybe the pain would be there alot more without the fentanyl?) But if the nerves are healing, then why am I getting muscle atrophy occuring now? And it's not just through misuse because my good thigh is weaker than it used to be, but just a normal weakness that you would expect from a year of not hillwalking/climbing/being active etc, whereas on my bad leg it is noticalby a good bit smaller (I measured it yesterday, lol! And there is a 3cm difference in diameter of good and bad thigh and I'm gathering this isn't normal cos I've never had a difference in muscle width like that before) Will this all sort itself out after the op??

Also, the muscles above my knees are aching like mad. Everytime I need to get something from low down I squat to get it, rather than bend. When I go to stand back up again, just above my knee is sore. I'm thinking my good leg is overcompensating for my bad leg cos this one seems worse. And also cos my hamstrings seem very weak now, possibly my quads are having to compensate even more (or something along those lines) Anyway, any good stretches for my quads to stop them from aching so?

Interestingly as well, I havn't had a manipulation since my back went again. When I've seen the chiro he just gives me a massage and uses a thing called an Activator on me (supposed to open up joints). Now the only time I've had so much pain relief was with the steroid jab (I don't feel as well as I did with that, but not too far from it at times!) It's making me ponder wether the manipulations were actually preventing me from healing all this time? Anyway, I have decided that after the op I would like to go back to getting some physio as I think I'm gonna need a damn good exercise program to get my legs and back, back on track again more than I need any more manipulations etc.

[Sonj]

ooops, that should have read, acupuncture 1x every 2wks and not 2x every week!